I LOVE this ecard. Made me smile.

I LOVE this ecard. Made me smile.

It’s been a while.

I haven’t been on here in forever. I haven’t been having any luck with keeping the fibro controlled at all and realized once again that bitching on facebook does nothing but push people away, or at the very least, makes them think I’m crazy. I rarely have anything positive or exciting to put on facebook.

My mom and husband thought that being on a regular M-F work schedule would help control my pain. I don’t think it has. Just tired of this.

Pain so bad I can feel my heartbeat in my back as it spasms. Pillow under my knees, motrin/tylenol/flexerill on board, under heated blanket watching Waiting.

So tired this week. Thought i was getting sick, but have just been completely exhausted instead. Bathing is my days accomplishment. Going in the am to get checked out. Thyroid must be off.


Hanging out the passenger side Of his best friend’s ride Trying to holler at me



Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend’s ride
Trying to holler at me


Paleo redo

Rough day so far. I woke up hangry. I wanted to go out to eat with like we usually do, didn’t want anything I can have. So I layed in bed for half an hour and felt sorry for myself. I really am just mad that I have to do this diet. I really don’t want to. I don’t even like meat very much! I got some trail mix, an egg, and jerky, watched one of my shows, and within 10 minutes I felt better and my hunger was gone. I am really hurting all over today and almost no energy to do anything!

My mom is here for Christmas and its been amazing! I can’t wait until she moves here!

Night 2

So I took the neurontin at 9pm with all my night time meds. I am done sleeping after 6.5 hours and it’s 3:30 am. Not sure about this. I know I need more sleep. Maybe my Trazodone could be up’ed? We’ll see how the night goes.

Feeling pretty sore today. Made a recipe dinner plan for the week and grocery list, finished a few loads of laundry and am done for the day. Hot bath followed by in bed movie The Princess Diaries!

I cannot sleep! So for S&G’s (not really), I decided to look in to my health insurance choice. I’m not excited about the tiering of medications that my NP can prescribe with my current insurance. Took about 2.5 hours to narrow it down. Found one that allows me to go to the hospital I want, see the NP that I want, the only real difference is that I will have to change my pharmacy to Sam’s Club. I’m ok with that. So I go to 500 different links for government employees to find the enrollment site and of course it is not operational as it’s certificate cannot be authenticated. I’m sure the bill didn’t get paid or the fiscal cliff hit early. Not sure, but now I need to wait until Sunday to do it at work. Not happy.